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$4 Tuesday: Finding Vivian Maier

She had a dark side.

Finding Vivian Maier documents the work and art of a New York nanny born in 1929. By diving into her life through the thousands of photographs and films she kept hidden in her lifetime, this documentary tries to uncover the elusive creature that is Vivian Maier. 

She probably didn’t want all this fame. ‘Oh No’ she’d say, ‘Oh No, now why did he do that?’ 

Vivian Maier became a nanny for the freedom it allowed her after working in an oppressive sewing sweatshop for little pay. In between nanny-ing, She traveled the world extensively, intruding into private and emotional moments of humanity in dozens of countries with her Rollieflex camera. She captured sadness, joy and the weathered effects of poverty in New York City with her camera positioned at her stomach. as the film explains, her photos often have a towering perspective, giving authority to her subjects. although a street photography genuis, Vivian had a dark side.

Self Portrait

In interviews with former charges, it  quickly comes to light that Vivian’s  obsession with disturbing newspaper  headlines, her eye for the grotesque and  off-kilter, point to deeper mental issues.  Not only was Vivian terrified and angry at  men around her, but her grown charges  recount physical abuse, perpetuating a  cycle she no doubt suffered within  herself. One woman recounts how Vivian  force fed and choked her as a child, noting  that Vivian had likely been through  something terrible herself. Vivian  was also a hoarder, keeping piles of newspapers reaching to the ceiling in her small quarters with each family she lived with.

Vivian’s mental health and accusations against her of child abuse beg the relevant debate: Can we or should we respect the artistic work of a person who knowingly used their power to sexual or physically abuse others? Does great art require a deranged mind? am I even asking the right questions?

In the case of Woody Allen, Hollywood refuses to acknowledge the victim’s perspective, a 7 year old Dylan Farrow who has had to live with the trauma of her molestation and also the problematic reaction of Hollywood- one which denied Dylan’s voice while lauding Woody for his work, as though his artistic work that can determine his entire character.

What if (dare I ask it) great art and being propelled towards abusively dominant and completely inappropriate behavior just go together. What if one enables the other and vice versa? What if this is the price we pay for great art?

These are not easy questions and I am without answers. The feminist side of me (and the side that has to live in a world all too accepting of perpetrators of violence) says, “No, we must not accept or condone sexual, physical or mental abuse of anyone, going so far as to deny the perpetrator an artistic voice in the world because they do not deserve artistic recognition unless they can make a valuable artistic contribution to society without perpetuating cycles of violence.” 

But then again, what if great art can and does emerge from the grotesque depths of our beings? The world must not shy away from these difficult dialogues and shun artists, but instead must engage with the art while not forgetting the darker sides of humanity and the real human lives that were negatively affected by abuse.

Surprisingly amusing at times and disturbingly dark, Finding Vivian Maier wove a complex portrait of an elusive photographer and disturbed person who is quickly becoming one of the most respected photographers of our century postmortem.


 

Bechtel Test Score: Passes on all accounts. There are multiple women who talk to each other about Vivian and a variety of related topics.

 

–  Hans

The Secret Life of Walter Mitty

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A film that embraces the cliched cheesiness and absurdity of it’s own message to deliver a wildly entertaining & uplifting film, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty follows the hard working story of a man (Ben Stiller, who also directed it!) who is pushed around by obnoxious superiors and gets lost in his daydreams of becoming the hero, the lover, and living an adventurous life. Mitty does not take chances, lives his life by organization, geometric shapes & predictable patterns. However, he himself is not boring at all. He has a successful career processing negative photography for the wise, globe-trotting Sean O’Conner (played by the ruggedly handsome Sean Penn). Mitty’s life work has been to bring O’Conner’s photography to life (literally- LIFE is the name of the magazine Mitty works for!)

Mr. Mitty also has a remarkable imagination & is prone to “zoning out,” during which the movie takes on hilarious action sequences or absurd love stories involving his crush, Cheryl Melhoff, shiningly played by the hilarious Kristen Wiig. Mitty’s vivid daydreams are in stark contrast to real-life; usually he’s too afraid to directly talk to Cheryl or stand up for himself against his new bully of a boss. People think Mitty is dumb for zoning out (I used to zone out all.the.time. when I was younger… until I got made fun of for it so I stopped X| ).

His trouble really starts when misplaced negative #25 incites a gripping and uncharacteristic adventure at the urging of his friend Cheryl. The story is as unlikely and fun as it is believable, weirdly enough. Who doesn’t like the idea of getting out of their comfort zone and having some crazy adventures?! Mitty’s adventures will delight you and inspire you.

The film has some clever product placement, making brands like eharmony.com and Papa John’s integral to the plot line. This aspect didn’t really bother me because these brands were so easily integrated (like, you would eat Cinnabon in an airport with a friend after getting back from a foreign country) that it just reflected how our lives are so deeply embedded with these brands. Plus, I appreciate clever advertising!

A large portion of the movie’s message is that our lives are so incorporated with the internet and social media, that we forget how to live offline. We forget how to live life moment to moment and savior those moments for ourselves and use those real moments to connect with others. Instead we spend out days telling others not face to face about the things we do. We’ve lost the focus on living, absorbing moments and not tryiing to profit off of them (either through money or attention). Thus we fail to fully realize our lives.

As life magazine adjusts to an online presence, the slogan “LIFE Online” might have been an exciting concept 10-15 years ago. but now it’s tired and our generation pushes back against the notion of social media & the digital age (an ironic message in a movie sponsored by eharmony.com). Of course the internet is a place to enhance areas of life by expanding knowledge and communities but it is also an entrapment, where one can get caught up while seeking for attention. It may be time to take a step back.

Last year, when my hooping video went viral, I became (even more) obsessed with the # of views and attention I received. I watched my online presence expand, I reveled in the praise and defended myself in my own head against the criticisms. It’s funny how the attention of thousands of strangers changes you. Thing is, when I made that video, it wasn’t with the intention of “going viral,” (although, ultimately, I’m very glad and thankful that it did. Doors have opened for me and I’ve learned a lot about myself because of this). I made the video because I connected passionately to the energy and message of a song (Oh Lord by Foxy Shazam) and wanted to create an expressive performance out of it. The energy is what people must’ve noticed.

However, despite the positives about this. The hula hoop community online is all about self-promotion. It’s an exhausting atmosphere to exist in. Everyone wants their art to be recognized and understandably so, but I feel myself losing my focus on being a better hoop artist when I try to self-promote.

My take-away from Walter Mitty is something I’ve known for a long time- I need to take a step back from my online presence, mainly on Facebook and regain my focus on my art.

After all, there are too many adventures waiting for me in the wider world.

Things that are truly beautiful don’t ask for attention.

– Sean O’Conner